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Depression, PTSD, nervous system, regulation

Sunny, With a Light Breeze

Sunny, With a Light Breeze

Posted on June 24, 2022 by Eej S

Today at the lake……pure sunshine, flat water, and heat with a little breeze. Perfect. Except the closest I got to the lake was my landlord’s front lawn. What a view! It’s been two weeks and five days since my last swim, the night before my surgery. My leg is healing nicely, I think. The pain READ MORE

Posted in Mental Health Tagged accident, challenge, depression, physical-therapy, PTSD, surgery
Not Bad for a Tuesday

Not Bad for a Tuesday

Posted on May 18, 2022 by Eej S

May 17 6:35pm Today at the lake, the water was flat, refreshing, and full of sunbeams. There were several paddle boarders on the lake, a few motor boats, one fishing boat, a sail boat in the distance, and a floaty plane.  Cuidado! Why the F floaty planes come to my lake to practice landings and READ MORE

Posted in Ducks & Other Wildlife, Mental Health Tagged bunny, depression, ducks, grief, openwaterswimming, struggle, TMS, wetsuit
Two Ducks and a Swim Buddy

Two Ducks and a Swim Buddy

Posted on April 13, 2022 by Eej S

April 13, 2022 | Water Temp 46 F Today at the lake it was cold outside, but the lake was nice and flat. I was happy to meet up with a swim buddy. I was tired after my zapping treatment, but always happy to be at the beach, chatting with my swim buddy, getting ready READ MORE

Posted in Ducks & Other Wildlife, Mental Health Tagged depression, ducks, openwaterswimming, TMS
Just Get in the Water

Just Get in the Water

Posted on April 11, 2022 by Eej S

April 11, 2022 | Cold but sunny Today at the lake it was cold. My buoy thermometer said 50 F, but I checked online, and it said 46 F. I also returned the thermal wetsuit I’ve been testing, so I was back in my 3:2 suit. I could really tell the difference. The other suit READ MORE

Posted in Mental Health Tagged depression, fatigue, openwaterswimming, TMS
"Sing, Women" Swim Women

“Sing, Women” Swim Women

Posted on February 14, 2022 by Eej S

Feb 14, 2022 | water temp 40 F Today at the lake, I swam with K and K. The People It has been so long since I swam with them; I was really happy to see them again. I don’t think we have been to the lake together since the crazy wave jumping adventure….months and READ MORE

Posted in Mental Health, Sacred Swims Tagged accident, consciousness, floating, music, PTSD, swim-buddy
Thoughts Do NOT Equal a Plan

Thoughts Do NOT Equal a Plan

Posted on February 7, 2022 by Eej S

Feb 7, 2022 6:22pm  Today at the lake, the water was silent and glassy. A congregation of assorted birds were gathered on the cement dock, included a scary looking black bird I couldn’t identify. It was all angles and sharp points, like it was made out of metal and maybe couldn’t move so well. I READ MORE

Posted in Chronic Illness, Mental Health Tagged accident, depression, PTSD, sparkles, suicidal-ideation
"Water that Heals as I Go"

“Water that Heals as I Go”

Posted on February 5, 2022 by Eej S

February 5, 2022  6pm | water temp 40F Today at the lake, the water was glassy, the mountains where trying to peek out from behind the clouds, and the ducks were pecking the pebbles on the beach, looking for snacks.  Heavy Thoughts To Start I was sad when M picked me up today. I had READ MORE

Posted in Mental Health Tagged acclimated, grief, openwaterswimming
I Can Swim When I Want

I Can Swim When I Want

Posted on January 30, 2022 by Eej S

Today at the lake…it was pouring rain. I didn’t care because I was antsy to swim. I convinced my friend to join me at the beach: she would walk loops on the mini walking path loop while I swam. We both get exercise.  I have no idea what the temperature was….but I think it was READ MORE

Posted in Mental Health, Swimming Experiences Tagged depression, grey-skies, perspective, progress, suicidal-ideation, swim-gear
"...the Rays of the Beautiful Sun"

“…the Rays of the Beautiful Sun”

Posted on January 22, 2022 by Eej S

Today at the lake, I swam for 24 minutes!! Technically, it’s more more like 18-20, or less, because I started the timer then had to get into my gloves, which takes a long time, then into the water. Also, it took me time to get out of my gloves so I could turn off the READ MORE

Posted in Mental Health, Swimming Experiences Tagged brave, fear, insights, lake-weeds, music, stinker
Solstice Swim

Solstice Swim

Posted on December 21, 2021 by Eej S

Today at the lake…I tried a new beach for a 7pm solstice swim. M took me, and it only took about 25 min to get there, no traffic, so now I know how to get there.  We arrived and everyone else was already in their gear and making their way to the beach. I found READ MORE

Posted in Mental Health, Swimming Experiences Tagged cold-water-swimming, nightswimming, openwaterswimming, panic attack, PTSD
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